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Post by southside on Dec 15, 2014 17:53:21 GMT -5
You son bitches have a point.
I need to bed an alcoholic that's in recovery, not in the process. I had it backwards as fuck for a year and a half.
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Post by gangrene on Dec 15, 2014 18:42:30 GMT -5
Nice ... the sooner the better. Rex the man who drafted insisted the Jets draft Tajh Boyd tells us there is no Andrew Luck in the next draft. This isn't about the Jets... For fuck's sake man! Can't you see a drowning man here? Goddamnit I need a fucking drink. I was dropped as a baby ... I hear you on the needing a drink ... So how long have you been on the wagoneer ?
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Post by gangrene on Dec 15, 2014 18:43:39 GMT -5
You son bitches have a point. I need to bed an alcoholic that's in recovery, not in the process. I had it backwards as fuck for a year and a half. At least you're bedding ... Yes dating a lush is not good for your liver ...
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Post by 2milehighJet on Dec 15, 2014 18:55:48 GMT -5
Start slingin the disco dust, opens up a whole new world of crazy hooers.
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Post by southside on Dec 15, 2014 20:06:31 GMT -5
You son bitches have a point. I need to bed an alcoholic that's in recovery, not in the process. I had it backwards as fuck for a year and a half. At least you're bedding ... Yes dating a lush is not good for your liver ... I haven't bed her in close to two years now. Damn bitch did a number on me. Been white nuckling this shit for 61 days. Every day I get closer to self destructing.
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Post by gangrene on Dec 15, 2014 20:11:31 GMT -5
Well, I would say that women drinking are not the company you need staying sober.
You know this already, that said it's f*cking hard as sh*t.
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Post by southside on Dec 15, 2014 20:17:26 GMT -5
Well, I would say that women drinking are not the company you need staying sober. You know this already, that said it's f*cking hard as sh*t. You ain't lying. I haven't talked to this girl since May. Before that it was a year. 2 times in almost two years. I had a hard time with it and other things and I did a whole lot of numbing. It helped for a while. But I did a lot of stupid shit too. Basically all the dumb shit I've done has been done under the influence. I needed a break and I needed to stop using alcohol as an escape. It sucks.
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Post by Jets Things on Dec 15, 2014 20:21:44 GMT -5
Well, I would say that women drinking are not the company you need staying sober. You know this already, that said it's f*cking hard as sh*t. You ain't lying. I haven't talked to this girl since May. Before that it was a year. 2 times in almost two years. I had a hard time with it and other things and I did a whole lot of numbing. It helped for a while. But I did a lot of stupid shit too. Basically all the dumb shit I've done has been done under the influence. I needed a break and I needed to stop using alcohol as an escape. It sucks. Trading one vice for another isn't the best thing to do, but try cannabis. It'll even you out. If you can find a low THC/high CBD, all the better.
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Post by southside on Dec 15, 2014 20:37:36 GMT -5
You ain't lying. I haven't talked to this girl since May. Before that it was a year. 2 times in almost two years. I had a hard time with it and other things and I did a whole lot of numbing. It helped for a while. But I did a lot of stupid shit too. Basically all the dumb shit I've done has been done under the influence. I needed a break and I needed to stop using alcohol as an escape. It sucks. Trading one vice for another isn't the best thing to do, but try cannabis. It'll even you out. If you can find a low THC/high CBD, all the better. I'd start partaking but I'm doing this to deal with some shit without anything altering my mind... I weened off my meds before I quit drinking. 61 days of hell.
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Post by Jets Things on Dec 15, 2014 20:58:08 GMT -5
Trading one vice for another isn't the best thing to do, but try cannabis. It'll even you out. If you can find a low THC/high CBD, all the better. I'd start partaking but I'm doing this to deal with some shit without anything altering my mind... I weened off my meds before I quit drinking. 61 days of hell. 61 days is beyond impressive (for my standards, anyway). Stick with it bro.
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Post by Ff2 on Dec 15, 2014 21:12:42 GMT -5
Trading one vice for another isn't the best thing to do, but try cannabis. It'll even you out. If you can find a low THC/high CBD, all the better. I'd start partaking but I'm doing this to deal with some shit without anything altering my mind... I weened off my meds before I quit drinking. 61 days of hell. Please stick with it. You have no idea how wonderful life can be sober. I am not kidding. I know it's hard believe me. You WILL be rewarded. You only get one life. Make it worthwhile. Do anything you can to make it happen.
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Post by thebigragu on Dec 15, 2014 21:25:30 GMT -5
Trading one vice for another isn't the best thing to do, but try cannabis. It'll even you out. If you can find a low THC/high CBD, all the better. I'd start partaking but I'm doing this to deal with some shit without anything altering my mind... I weened off my meds before I quit drinking. 61 days of hell. 4 years go fuck yourself. I want to climb a clocktower and rain down my hatred on the masses...But my life is better
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Post by jay57 on Dec 15, 2014 22:39:32 GMT -5
Please stick with it. You have no idea how wonderful life can be sober. I am not kidding. I know it's hard believe me. You WILL be rewarded. You only get one life. Make it worthwhile. Do anything you can to make it happen.
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Post by southside on Dec 16, 2014 0:53:22 GMT -5
I'd start partaking but I'm doing this to deal with some shit without anything altering my mind... I weened off my meds before I quit drinking. 61 days of hell. Please stick with it. You have no idea how wonderful life can be sober. I am not kidding. I know it's hard believe me. You WILL be rewarded. You only get one life. Make it worthwhile. Do anything you can to make it happen. I'm so far sticking to it. There are many times when I feel like enough is enough and I want to go to the bar and have a few beers. I'm trying to learn new ways of doing things so I can actually experience change. I may bitch a lot about it but it honestly is really rewarding. My blood pressure went from being high to being perfect. I feel a lot better physically. I hung out with some friends at a shed bar and they were wasted and I didn't miss that at all. It actually gave me an anxiety attack. I never liked being drunk. I like the buzz.
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Post by southside on Dec 16, 2014 0:56:07 GMT -5
I'm on a roller coaster right now. I'll have days where I hate my life. Then I'll get some perspective and I'll realize that I'm enjoying the shit out of it. And its the good kind of enjoyment. It's been a rough few days to say the least.
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