With a heavy heart I inform you that Plumberkhan is gone.
Apr 26, 2020 4:08:34 GMT -5
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Post by heaven2betsy on Apr 26, 2020 4:08:34 GMT -5
With a heavy heart I inform you that Plumberkhan has passed away. He finally lost his battle with substance abuse and depression and took his own life late Thursday, early Friday morning. I don't know if any of you remember me, but I used to be on here a lot (I tried to attach a pic of me and my twin that you might remember but I'm too upset to be anything but stupid). I always stayed away after we broke up, because he needed a separate place to spin his side of things/have support and I'm a Brown's fan.
I miss him so much. He had just started seeing all of his kids again and I really thought he could pull himself together and it would all work out. He had a lot of demons. I tried time and time again to love them out of him but it never worked. If you or anyone you love is struggling with depression. Reach out...any mental health issues in a person seem to be compounded during the quarantine. He leaves behind four children and a fifth if you count my son he was a father too for nearly 10 years. His older kids know and are doing okay, I guess. As well as you could be. Heart broken but in a way, not surprised. His stepson (my older boy) is a total mess. He just lost his biological father a few weeks ago and was clinging to him more than ever. It was hard for him to watch the draft without PK, as they were football buddies. I haven't told the two kids we have together, yet. I'll be doing that in a couple hours. I guess I couldn't and still don't know how to tell 4 and 5 year old little girls that their dad is gone.
I have always made him volunteer and do things in the community. It was so enjoyable to watch his discomfort...lol...and I have a Facebook Live show where we read story books to kids at night before bed. I have him reading two books. I'll post them if I can figure out how. He really, really, really enjoyed this site and you guys. It meant a lot to him. I just wanted to let you guys know. I didn't even look to see if he is still on here. When I notify people, I never have any idea what he has told them so some people are so compassionate and some think I'm the devil. I apologize for emotionally vomiting all over you. I just can't believe he left us and is gone. I just...
I miss him so much. He had just started seeing all of his kids again and I really thought he could pull himself together and it would all work out. He had a lot of demons. I tried time and time again to love them out of him but it never worked. If you or anyone you love is struggling with depression. Reach out...any mental health issues in a person seem to be compounded during the quarantine. He leaves behind four children and a fifth if you count my son he was a father too for nearly 10 years. His older kids know and are doing okay, I guess. As well as you could be. Heart broken but in a way, not surprised. His stepson (my older boy) is a total mess. He just lost his biological father a few weeks ago and was clinging to him more than ever. It was hard for him to watch the draft without PK, as they were football buddies. I haven't told the two kids we have together, yet. I'll be doing that in a couple hours. I guess I couldn't and still don't know how to tell 4 and 5 year old little girls that their dad is gone.
I have always made him volunteer and do things in the community. It was so enjoyable to watch his discomfort...lol...and I have a Facebook Live show where we read story books to kids at night before bed. I have him reading two books. I'll post them if I can figure out how. He really, really, really enjoyed this site and you guys. It meant a lot to him. I just wanted to let you guys know. I didn't even look to see if he is still on here. When I notify people, I never have any idea what he has told them so some people are so compassionate and some think I'm the devil. I apologize for emotionally vomiting all over you. I just can't believe he left us and is gone. I just...
