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Post by adpz on Mar 22, 2018 12:17:30 GMT -5
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2018 12:24:57 GMT -5
On new meds about a month. Side effects making me feel not too well. Also just spent over an hour clearing friggin' snow. I give today so far about a 5/10. Good luck with that. Has to be tough. With me, the key is to recognize early when a day is going bad, because usually when one thing goes wrong, it piles up. If I recognize it, I can make a conscious decision to say "Ok...this is one of those days, everyone has them... dont blow a gasket" and I take a deep breath and grit my teeth and plow on through. I guess its just keeping perspective. Its when I dont recognize it and allow it to overwhelm me I fucking go from 0 to 100% psychotic. I'm either the nicest guy or a total asshole, I find it hard to find the middle. Thanks. I aspire to this, but fail most times. I wind up in that "asshole mode" as a result, too. The wife has said she is seeing a positive change in my demeanor (sense of humor returning, more positive outlook, etc.). I don't see or feel it yet. Plus the meds are doing nothing for my OCD madness. Heading to my psychiatrist next week for a follow up. Young doctor who is absolutely awesome.
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Post by 32Green on Mar 22, 2018 12:26:53 GMT -5
Good luck with that. Has to be tough. With me, the key is to recognize early when a day is going bad, because usually when one thing goes wrong, it piles up. If I recognize it, I can make a conscious decision to say "Ok...this is one of those days, everyone has them... dont blow a gasket" and I take a deep breath and grit my teeth and plow on through. I guess its just keeping perspective. Its when I dont recognize it and allow it to overwhelm me I fucking go from 0 to 100% psychotic. I'm either the nicest guy or a total asshole, I find it hard to find the middle. Thanks. I aspire to this, but fail most times. I wind up in that "asshole mode" as a result, too. The wife has said she is seeing a positive change in my demeanor (sense of humor returning, more positive outlook, etc.). I don't see or feel it yet. Plus the meds are doing nothing for my OCD madness. Heading to my psychiatrist next week for a follow up. Young doctor who is absolutely awesome. Best wishes for a positive outcome.
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Post by Big L on Mar 22, 2018 12:34:57 GMT -5
I had sexy time with teh wife before work and made a deposit on her tits.
I win.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2018 12:36:14 GMT -5
Thanks. I aspire to this, but fail most times. I wind up in that "asshole mode" as a result, too. The wife has said she is seeing a positive change in my demeanor (sense of humor returning, more positive outlook, etc.). I don't see or feel it yet. Plus the meds are doing nothing for my OCD madness. Heading to my psychiatrist next week for a follow up. Young doctor who is absolutely awesome. Best wishes for a positive outcome. Thanks very much. I truly appreciate the positive vibes.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2018 12:37:05 GMT -5
I had sexy time with teh wife before work and made a deposit on her tits. I win. I hate you so much right now. That's awesome, dude.
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Post by 32Green on Mar 22, 2018 12:39:31 GMT -5
I had sexy time with teh wife before work and made a deposit on her tits. I win. Well, you have until the corpse starts rotting until someone gets suspicious. Good luck on the lam.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2018 12:40:09 GMT -5
I had sexy time with teh wife before work and made a deposit on her tits. I win. Well, you have until the corpse starts rotting until someone gets suspicious. Good luck on the lam. RLLOL!
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Post by Big L on Mar 22, 2018 13:22:45 GMT -5
I had sexy time with teh wife before work and made a deposit on her tits. I win. Well, you have until the corpse starts rotting until someone gets suspicious. Good luck on the lam. So how’s things at the morgue?
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Post by Hotman on Mar 22, 2018 13:55:41 GMT -5
Its when I dont recognize it and allow it to overwhelm me I fucking go from 0 to 100% psychotic. I'm either the nicest guy or a total asshole, I find it hard to find the middle. you can say that again! Thankfully we have hotheads with bad tempers, guns, and immunity to the law to have our backs n stuff lol jk u no i love u bro
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Post by Hotman on Mar 22, 2018 13:58:26 GMT -5
I had sexy time with teh wife before work and made a deposit on her tits. I win. Well, you have until the corpse starts rotting until someone gets suspicious. Good luck on the lam. eeeeeeehhh think I might reconsider that crime scene body removal job... i aint gonna be cleaning up L's sprems
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Post by Hotman on Mar 22, 2018 14:29:33 GMT -5
Best wishes for a positive outcome. Thanks very much. I truly appreciate the positive vibes. sending good vibes your way my goombah
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2018 14:42:45 GMT -5
Thanks very much. I truly appreciate the positive vibes. sending good vibes your way my goombah I'm reading your post but her ass is doing all the talking. Gorgeous eyes, too. Thanks dude. I'm fine. Just did a bunch of Ativan with a pint of Fleischmann's. That should cool me out. j/k
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Post by Gunnails on Mar 22, 2018 14:58:44 GMT -5
Sexy time with the wife always puts me in a happy place, it’s my favorite time.
When the grandkids are around.
When I worked a hard day and made progress.
And the Hampur.
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Post by Deleted on Mar 22, 2018 15:35:02 GMT -5
Sometimes, for no real reason, happiness enrobes me like melted chocolate over fresh coconut.... Time for another bowl and cup of coffee. What makes you happy, or joyous, when you least expect it? Or does everything just suck Dirty ass water?? Use your Cipher to deduce my ramblings... Well, I burned myself, following your recipe. But I'm glad y'ouer happy. M Magoo stuck in traffic @therealmistermagoo
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