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Post by thebigragu on Feb 15, 2015 19:57:14 GMT -5
But seriously, and not to derail Ballbatherside's thread, but I'm in a place right now where I'm looking back over 46 years and realizing that women have been so much a source of misery and heartbreak and unneeded drama. In addition to that, consorting with them has cost me hundreds of thousands of dollars. I'm to the point I'd rather go fishing and jerk off. I know, your mileage may vary. A lot of guys on here pick the right woman and are happy for life. God bless em, but that has not been my experience. So yeah Southside, go find a woman. That'll fix all your problems.  I'd rather go fishing and jerkoff. That's going in your status |
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Post by thebigragu on Feb 15, 2015 20:01:24 GMT -5
Now that it's getting warmer down south I'm starting to get that "patio day drinking" itch... And then I realize that I can still enjoy a beautiful day sans alcohol. And in fact I really do enjoy the day more so when I'm sober so high five! How long have you been sober Ff2? 3.6 years. It was like I really didn't have a choice. It was giving me a life I was sick of living. I wasn't even enjoying being drunk. It was totally 100 percent a habit. I didn't know anything else since I was 14. There was no big come to Jesus moment. Mrs. FF2 wasn't even pushing for it. No one knew how bad I felt inside. People who found out I stopped never thought I had a problem. I don't look down on people who drink a lot either, if they are OK with it. Maybe they can fit it into their life like I couldn't. There comes a time that you need to live the life YOU want. And don't get all down on yourself. You're a young guy making his way through life, there will be bumps. Congrats to you on even thinking about bettering yourself. I didn't have that ability at your age. 3.5 years the similarities between us is just to much to take anymore. Time for a A camping trip with fresca and fireside late night chats |
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Post by Trades on Feb 16, 2015 8:11:50 GMT -5
3.6 years. It was like I really didn't have a choice. It was giving me a life I was sick of living. I wasn't even enjoying being drunk. It was totally 100 percent a habit. I didn't know anything else since I was 14. There was no big come to Jesus moment. Mrs. FF2 wasn't even pushing for it. No one knew how bad I felt inside. People who found out I stopped never thought I had a problem. I don't look down on people who drink a lot either, if they are OK with it. Maybe they can fit it into their life like I couldn't. There comes a time that you need to live the life YOU want. And don't get all down on yourself. You're a young guy making his way through life, there will be bumps. Congrats to you on even thinking about bettering yourself. I didn't have that ability at your age. 3.5 years the similarities between us is just to much to take anymore. Time for a A camping trip with fresca and fireside late night chats 3.5 hours here. Went to bed late yesterday. |
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Post by Ff2 on Feb 16, 2015 11:47:13 GMT -5
3.6 years. It was like I really didn't have a choice. It was giving me a life I was sick of living. I wasn't even enjoying being drunk. It was totally 100 percent a habit. I didn't know anything else since I was 14. There was no big come to Jesus moment. Mrs. FF2 wasn't even pushing for it. No one knew how bad I felt inside. People who found out I stopped never thought I had a problem. I don't look down on people who drink a lot either, if they are OK with it. Maybe they can fit it into their life like I couldn't. There comes a time that you need to live the life YOU want. And don't get all down on yourself. You're a young guy making his way through life, there will be bumps. Congrats to you on even thinking about bettering yourself. I didn't have that ability at your age. 3.5 years the similarities between us is just to much to take anymore. Time for a A camping trip with fresca and fireside late night chats Then comes the real kick in head...giving up the hooch doesn't magically solve all your problems, just brings you to base line zero. You still have to deal with all the other shit...SOBER.  |
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Post by southside on Feb 16, 2015 12:08:04 GMT -5
3.5 years the similarities between us is just to much to take anymore. Time for a A camping trip with fresca and fireside late night chats Then comes the real kick in head...giving up the hooch doesn't magically solve all your problems, just brings you to base line zero. You still have to deal with all the other shit...SOBER. Where did you find the vagina licker smiley? |
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Post by Fishooked on Feb 16, 2015 12:18:37 GMT -5
Then comes the real kick in head...giving up the hooch doesn't magically solve all your problems, just brings you to base line zero. You still have to deal with all the other shit...SOBER. Where did you find the vagina licker smiley?  |
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Post by Fishooked on Feb 16, 2015 12:21:23 GMT -5
I use alcohol to put me to sleep every night. Without it, my REM narcolepsy is too much to handle. I generally find that complete exhaustion & soul-crushing depression are as equally effective. |
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Post by jcappy on Feb 16, 2015 12:23:32 GMT -5
I use alcohol to put me to sleep every night. Without it, my REM narcolepsy is too much to handle. I generally find that complete exhaustion & soul-crushing depression are as equally effective. What do you think the alcohol is for? |
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Post by Fishooked on Feb 16, 2015 12:27:27 GMT -5
I generally find that complete exhaustion & soul-crushing depression are as equally effective. What do you think the alcohol is for? Well in those times it's not in my system, I have those items to fall back on at least |
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Post by PK on Feb 16, 2015 18:08:02 GMT -5
I use alcohol to put me to sleep every night. Without it, my REM narcolepsy is too much to handle. I generally find that complete exhaustion & soul-crushing depression are as equally effective. I have no problem falling asleep. I just start dreaming immediately, sleep paralysis, etc. |
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Post by Jets Things on Feb 17, 2015 7:30:07 GMT -5
I generally find that complete exhaustion & soul-crushing depression are as equally effective. I have no problem falling asleep. I just start dreaming immediately, sleep paralysis, etc. That would be a treat. Try getting diagnosed as color-blind at age 6, dreaming your whole life in the full spectrum of the rainbow and then waking up every day to a monochromatic reality. |
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Post by PK on Feb 17, 2015 8:07:17 GMT -5
I have no problem falling asleep. I just start dreaming immediately, sleep paralysis, etc. That would be a treat. Try getting diagnosed as color-blind at age 6, dreaming your whole life in the full spectrum of the rainbow and then waking up every day to a monochromatic reality. Eeeek. That's gotta blow. But trust me...you don't want the nightmares. I'm not talking about like "there's a scary monster" or "help, I'm falling". I'm talking about dreams like watching your children getting dismembered with a Sawzall or getting hit by a tractor trailer. |
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Post by Jets Things on Feb 17, 2015 8:58:36 GMT -5
That would be a treat. Try getting diagnosed as color-blind at age 6, dreaming your whole life in the full spectrum of the rainbow and then waking up every day to a monochromatic reality. Eeeek. That's gotta blow. But trust me...you don't want the nightmares. I'm not talking about like "there's a scary monster" or "help, I'm falling". I'm talking about dreams like watching your children getting dismembered with a Sawzall or getting hit by a tractor trailer. Ah, well that's terrible. Guess I'll take my grey worldview. Although I have the falling dream about once a week. Sucks since I'm afraid of heights. |
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Post by quantum on Feb 17, 2015 9:12:09 GMT -5
But seriously, and not to derail Ballbatherside's thread, but I'm in a place right now where I'm looking back over 46 years and realizing that women have been so much a source of misery and heartbreak and unneeded drama. In addition to that, consorting with them has cost me hundreds of thousands of dollars. I'm to the point I'd rather go fishing and jerk off. I know, your mileage may vary. A lot of guys on here pick the right woman and are happy for life. God bless em, but that has not been my experience. So yeah Southside, go find a woman. That'll fix all your problems. I'd rather go fishing and jerkoff. This is an interesting and seemingly dangerous combination. Have you considered making an instructional video? |
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Post by Hotman on Feb 17, 2015 9:21:37 GMT -5
Eeeek. That's gotta blow. But trust me...you don't want the nightmares. I'm not talking about like "there's a scary monster" or "help, I'm falling". I'm talking about dreams like watching your children getting dismembered with a Sawzall or getting hit by a tractor trailer. Ah, well that's terrible. Guess I'll take my grey worldview. Although I have the falling dream about once a week. Sucks since I'm afraid of heights. I have CRAZY ass dreams like that. Usually very violent and a lot of shooting, teeth being crushed out, chasing, running, falling etc. Then sometimes I will have these space ones that are so fucking epic i get really bummed when I wake up and know that the huge 2nd moon and that other planet aren't there looking bad as FUCK in the sky. :cry: |
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