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Post by Hotman on Oct 6, 2015 23:25:25 GMT -5
What a thread. Some serious stuff here. Ragu congrats on turning your life around, inspiring stuff. Bing, heart goes out to you regarding your son. Sorry we do this from time to time. Used to freak people out in the old hampur. They be like weren't they just tearing each other to shreds then this shit. Then I usually start a noahs ark board fixed for accuracy
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Post by jay57 on Oct 6, 2015 23:47:59 GMT -5
TBH, seeing those roided up pix of you at Hampurcon made me nervous about complaining. Made me think I'd be finding you in my driveway punching the shit outta my Camaro, grinning, and yelling "lets see yer gaydar NOW muthafucka!" gave me the irritable bowles syndrome and whatnot. I have never changed a name here only once eternal champion to eternal cocksucker and that was the only one ever. And he fucking was asking for it. I welcome all call out threads and complaints especially when its about me. But i dont do name changes And i dont take steroids i run 6 miles day and lift. Its called no sex turning 39 and incredibly depressed. Also Im always on my toes waiting for a divorce outta nowhere. Ill show you steroids and no steroids i have to search my data database of old pictures Steroids 9 years ago getting off them alcholic to boot Healthy no steroids no sex hardly and miserable xcept for my little angel there crossfire can have fun the result of steroids and alcohol liver failure. Have fun again cross STB!!
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Post by Raoul Duke on Oct 7, 2015 1:47:50 GMT -5
I admit de "sac de pipi" which for me is a massive upgrade. I really liked my "Le Moderateur" handle even goes very well with my av You wanna stay like this or go back?
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Post by Raoul Duke on Oct 7, 2015 1:50:28 GMT -5
I take back everything I ever said about the French. If we find a way to change ISIS' name to Inbred Cockbreath are we officially even?
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Post by Harrier on Oct 7, 2015 2:05:14 GMT -5
No I am not. That is an incredible picture. It evokes all the backstory and details you are describing, just by looking at it. You don't need to say it, the picture is saying it. The way it is almost all black/white with that little hint of color is incredible. If she has any aspirations she could submit that to a juried show and probably win something. Well Honest to God what your seeing is a miracle as it happened on that floor. I literally had some sort of encounter the nght before and my heart had stopped again it was happening daily and it was the end. I had been on the run the last 3 years prior to that and was out of my sisters brother and mothers life for a decade so they were all there. Most the time i didnt even know who was who and was always worried about the dea and money my head was stuck in the past. Until that night. They had been pumping 13 liters of fluid out of my gut for 4 weeks daily and 2 liters from my chest cavity when I had my experience. My sister was on night death watch and it was early morning when boom I was told to get up and Go and that's what I did and i never looked back. I forgave everything and everyone in my past as hard as it was, and turned my back on my old life. It has not been easy as time goes on But I made a promise to my creator that day and I told him i would never return to my old form. And believe me I been tested ive had offers but i will never be able to put into words what happened that night morning. I couldnt speak to another person for a week, I think thats why the picture speaks alot of words especially when i talk about my life to young punks in lock up or at a group home halfway house. Its almost a Resurrection. My nurse fainted then the nurse who sent me from saint vincents when i was sick there fainted when i walked in for blood work a month later. My doctor was a rabid atheist and during the time said i think i just became a believer in God. Because my mother kept telling her since i was a kid God had a plan for me and this was not the end. you got to remember not my first time in death crisis bullet in my skull shanked times in my liver. My mother knew I didnt. Only thing i can say is I never spoke to god anymore but 2 nights before that happened i reminded him i never once asked him to save my life or spare me from where was going i only asked for some dignity and strength like he gave his son on his way to death. That was all I had been totally humbled lost millions a wife a son 3 houses cars any and all muscle and the worst part even my anger that kept me alive all those years left me at the end. God blessed me further ill spend the rest of my life helping out the best i can anyone and everyone i cross paths with in need. Im still an asshole but im quick to forgive and apologize. I do the best i can. Thats why that picture is so powerful to me you're seeing someone totally humbled and then born again with a second or third chance Unreal...you're one of the lucky ones...God took my son from me 2 1/2 years ago for reasons I will never understand...Cancer 3 times...beat it twice..never smoked or partied much..just a great kid and man..Watched him go from 185 to 145 lbs in 3 months...even as his body was riddled with Cancer he never complained much. I think he knew his time was up.. Watched and held him as he took his last peaceful breath...I can tell you one thing I took from it was I'm not at all afraid to die...not at all. And I'm going to live my life, no regrets, and not fear death at all... Proud of both these men.
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Post by Ff2 on Oct 7, 2015 8:43:00 GMT -5
No I am not. That is an incredible picture. It evokes all the backstory and details you are describing, just by looking at it. You don't need to say it, the picture is saying it. The way it is almost all black/white with that little hint of color is incredible. If she has any aspirations she could submit that to a juried show and probably win something. Because my mother kept telling her since i was a kid God had a plan for me and this was not the end. Was the plan to start the Hampur? I'm being serious. I have to do something with the time I have left.
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Post by The Tax Returns Are in Kenya on Oct 7, 2015 8:43:47 GMT -5
I really liked my "Le Moderateur" handle even goes very well with my av You wanna stay like this or go back? the accent aigu missing is bothering me!
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Post by Peebag on Oct 7, 2015 9:02:32 GMT -5
No I am not. That is an incredible picture. It evokes all the backstory and details you are describing, just by looking at it. You don't need to say it, the picture is saying it. The way it is almost all black/white with that little hint of color is incredible. If she has any aspirations she could submit that to a juried show and probably win something. Well Honest to God what your seeing is a miracle as it happened on that floor. I literally had some sort of encounter the nght before and my heart had stopped again it was happening daily and it was the end. I had been on the run the last 3 years prior to that and was out of my sisters brother and mothers life for a decade so they were all there. Most the time i didnt even know who was who and was always worried about the dea and money my head was stuck in the past. Until that night. They had been pumping 13 liters of fluid out of my gut for 4 weeks daily and 2 liters from my chest cavity when I had my experience. My sister was on night death watch and it was early morning when boom I was told to get up and Go and that's what I did and i never looked back. I forgave everything and everyone in my past as hard as it was, and turned my back on my old life. It has not been easy as time goes on But I made a promise to my creator that day and I told him i would never return to my old form. And believe me I been tested ive had offers but i will never be able to put into words what happened that night morning. I couldnt speak to another person for a week, I think thats why the picture speaks alot of words especially when i talk about my life to young punks in lock up or at a group home halfway house. Its almost a Resurrection. My nurse fainted then the nurse who sent me from saint vincents when i was sick there fainted when i walked in for blood work a month later. My doctor was a rabid atheist and during the time said i think i just became a believer in God. Because my mother kept telling her since i was a kid God had a plan for me and this was not the end. you got to remember not my first time in death crisis bullet in my skull shanked times in my liver. My mother knew I didnt. Only thing i can say is I never spoke to god anymore but 2 nights before that happened i reminded him i never once asked him to save my life or spare me from where was going i only asked for some dignity and strength like he gave his son on his way to death. That was all I had been totally humbled lost millions a wife a son 3 houses cars any and all muscle and the worst part even my anger that kept me alive all those years left me at the end. God blessed me further ill spend the rest of my life helping out the best i can anyone and everyone i cross paths with in need. Im still an asshole but im quick to forgive and apologize. I do the best i can. Thats why that picture is so powerful to me you're seeing someone totally humbled and then born again with a second or third chance TL;DR
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Post by Hotman on Oct 7, 2015 14:33:50 GMT -5
You wanna stay like this or go back? the accent aigu missing is bothering me! Is that the little thing?? Raoul Duke can you do that, with the little thing over the letter? Ches hooked me up but he didn't know the international way! thankee
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Post by Deleted on Oct 7, 2015 14:56:46 GMT -5
No I am not. That is an incredible picture. It evokes all the backstory and details you are describing, just by looking at it. You don't need to say it, the picture is saying it. The way it is almost all black/white with that little hint of color is incredible. If she has any aspirations she could submit that to a juried show and probably win something. Well Honest to God what your seeing is a miracle as it happened on that floor. I literally had some sort of encounter the nght before and my heart had stopped again it was happening daily and it was the end. I had been on the run the last 3 years prior to that and was out of my sisters brother and mothers life for a decade so they were all there. Most the time i didnt even know who was who and was always worried about the dea and money my head was stuck in the past. Until that night. They had been pumping 13 liters of fluid out of my gut for 4 weeks daily and 2 liters from my chest cavity when I had my experience. My sister was on night death watch and it was early morning when boom I was told to get up and Go and that's what I did and i never looked back. I forgave everything and everyone in my past as hard as it was, and turned my back on my old life. It has not been easy as time goes on But I made a promise to my creator that day and I told him i would never return to my old form. And believe me I been tested ive had offers but i will never be able to put into words what happened that night morning. I couldnt speak to another person for a week, I think thats why the picture speaks alot of words especially when i talk about my life to young punks in lock up or at a group home halfway house. Its almost a Resurrection. My nurse fainted then the nurse who sent me from saint vincents when i was sick there fainted when i walked in for blood work a month later. My doctor was a rabid atheist and during the time said i think i just became a believer in God. Because my mother kept telling her since i was a kid God had a plan for me and this was not the end. you got to remember not my first time in death crisis bullet in my skull shanked times in my liver. My mother knew I didnt. Only thing i can say is I never spoke to god anymore but 2 nights before that happened i reminded him i never once asked him to save my life or spare me from where was going i only asked for some dignity and strength like he gave his son on his way to death. That was all I had been totally humbled lost millions a wife a son 3 houses cars any and all muscle and the worst part even my anger that kept me alive all those years left me at the end. God blessed me further ill spend the rest of my life helping out the best i can anyone and everyone i cross paths with in need. Im still an asshole but im quick to forgive and apologize. I do the best i can. Thats why that picture is so powerful to me you're seeing someone totally humbled and then born again with a second or third chance you leave out the best part about all the times you walked through the airport with kilos in your bag
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Post by Chesapeakejet on Oct 7, 2015 15:10:40 GMT -5
Rags, can you put a year with those photo's?
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Post by jay57 on Oct 7, 2015 16:28:52 GMT -5
How long after that picture did you post to JI? I used to get a kick out of Ragu, he'd be gone for long periods and then he'd pop up with a post from prison and tell everyone to GFY! LOL worthy.
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Post by HawkeyeJet on Oct 7, 2015 19:37:18 GMT -5
Holy shit I didn't expect this when I opened this thread. Crazy stuff. Incredible story.
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Post by 32Green on Oct 7, 2015 20:05:13 GMT -5
Nooooooooooooooooooooooo Bwhahahahahahahahahhha uh uh hahahahahaahah
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Post by Big L on Oct 7, 2015 20:36:31 GMT -5
Nooooooooooooooooooooooo Bwhahahahahahahahahhha uh uh hahahahahaahah I'm 'sprised he didn't shop my dumb wavin ass in as the sherif, by God.
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